Who am I?

七転び八起き

“Behind every exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic.”

Noelle

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Cast from the heavens for the ultimate transgression—falling in love with the mortal soul she was sworn to protect—Noelle survived a cataclysmic descent that shattered her mind. The trauma erased every vestige of her past, leaving her to wander Earth with no memory of her divine heritage or the face of her lost love. Yet, while her consciousness was wiped clean, her immense celestial grace remained coiled within her fragile mortal shell. Without her memories to guide or discipline this volatile magic, her powers became entirely untamed, erupting unpredictably alongside her raw, human emotions.This lack of control culminated in tragedy. Taken in by a compassionate elder named Agnes, Noelle experienced a sudden, panicked flash of a fractured memory. The emotional spike triggered a violent, involuntary release of cosmic energy, resulting in a fatal shockwave that accidentally killed her sweet benefactor.Grief-stricken and adrift, the trusting girl was discovered by Damien, a ruthless entertainment executive who legally adopted her. Recognizing her marketability, he manufactured her into the ultimate multi-hyphenate "It Girl"—a global pop idol who dominated the charts with her ethereal vocals and mesmerizing choreography. He capitalized heavily on her innate fascination with the cosmos, branding her image entirely around the moon and stars.Yet, despite the cruel environment Damien subjected her to behind closed doors—where he weaponized her crushing guilt over Agnes through severe psychological torment—Noelle’s core remained untouched. She was battered but never hardened, remaining fundamentally innocent, sweet, and overflowing with love for the world around her. Damien routinely dismissed the bizarre phenomena that flared up during her stadium concerts and music videos—the flickering supernovas of studio lights and shifting gravity born of her distress—treating them merely as groundbreaking special effects.However, Noelle’s stubborn spirit could not be permanently caged. As she deliberately unearthed her history, she finally learned to discipline her wild abilities and remembered the profound romance that precipitated her fall. Harnessing her latent cunning without losing her inherent purity, she secretly orchestrated Damien’s public ruin, freeing herself to use her vast musical influence to find her lost mortal love and honor Agnes through genuine benevolence.